~Once upon a time~

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Hermmmm....

Stpm finish almost 1month dy lor...miss the moment in form6..
I'll owiz rmb all the memories v having 2gether...
Sumtimes when ntg 2do,i'll sudenly feel wana stdy bt meaningless 4me 2stdy nw dy cz stpm over dy..@@
N im getting older n older year by year..TT
I choose 2be a kindergarden teacher 2spend my half year holiday...
Its better then workin in KL or sum way else..at least i cn stay in mtb...keke...
Its fun when teachin the children bt sumtimes hav 2shout on them cz they'll buly u if u din do tat..keke...
My throat oso cnt tahan sumtimes...><
Ntg special in my life...jz hope cn hav a big changes which cn make me feel exciting n interesting..keke...
Im waiting 4it owiz...

Monday, December 21, 2009

不够成熟

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一刻 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

Sunday, December 13, 2009

再一次拥有

我想念去年的冬天
下着雪的那一夜
你给的温柔紧握的双手
温暖整个寒冬
失去了曾经的拥有
在你离开已后
带走了笑容只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么

没有你的夜特别的漆黑
只能闭上双眼去感觉
没有我的夜谁在你身边
代替了那个从前

能不能再听一次你说爱我
回到还在你怀里的时候
能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

能不能让我再一次拥有
曾属于我的温柔

Saturday, December 12, 2009

真的

我努力的扬着脸孔
试着让眼泪 不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
不相同
想要说却还沉默
伸出手无法触碰
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走

Thursday, December 10, 2009

我们的纪念

数不清的泪
我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶
停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪
埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念
只为等着你出现
回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面

就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经说过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸

就让我留在轮回的边缘
等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间
曾经有过的预言
就让他带走你的那瞬间
成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界
曾经有过你的脸

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

偏爱

把昨天都作废
现在你在我眼前
我想爱 请给我机会
如果我错了也承担
认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端
相信自己的直觉
顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你 我不撤退
我说过 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱 看我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱
痛也很愉快
等你的依赖
不后悔 有把握 我不闪躲 我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱 更努力爱 让你明白
没有别条路能走 你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱 看我感觉爱
等你的依赖 对你偏爱
痛也很愉快

Sunday, December 06, 2009

失落沙洲.....

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头
我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Scare...

Long time no post dy...cz no special things happen...><
Feel the stress 4sitting stpm dy lar...duno hw my life is goin after stpm...
Wat shud i do...im scare of everything...
Haiz...hav 2take k many thing around me...
My trail result vr bad...regret din stdy...
Cn i do it better in satpm?im nt sure oso...
Wat i cn do nw is jz stdy stdy n stdy...
Grrr....

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Suffering~

Wat shud i do...?
Its nt easy to b me......
who wil u.std...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Helpless

Duno wat hapen 2me...make me confuse...make me hard 2breathe...make me stress...
Bt nw the prob is gettin better dy...cnt imagine hw i gt throught it las few weekkss...
Nobody cn rely u.std wat im thinkin...
Actly when both u say tat u r u.std me,i definately nt agree wit u...
Both u making me vr stress...
Bt...wat cn i doo...i jz cn keep the prob away n dn even wana solve it...cz its nt as easy as abc...@@
oh god...helpless...

p/s : dn ask me y n wat hapen..

Monday, August 10, 2009

Cant takin eyes of it...!


C those dessert...oOo...so attractive+sweet...^^
Takin buffet in Cofee Terrace genting...kekezz...
So many foods thr...western,local,chinese,nyonya n alot more...ohno..miss tat so much...blek...
Non-stop eatin n takin foods thr..blek...kekezzz...
Thx 2him...^^

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Tagged by the evil rabit...+.+

1. My Name : JiaShin
2. My Birthday : 16th April
3. Who tagged you : Rabbit Jason
4. Name 5 best friends : Shud b all of my close fren...^^
5. What do you wished for birthday : Erm...Hopes 2hav more freedom n hapy max owiz...
6. Happy things that happened recently : Erm...cn join 2c the process of tinted car 4030??
7. Most stressed about recently : Stdy...
8. What is your dream about future : Cn gt watever i wan...
9. Do you have someone you like : Sure...many oo...hehezzz...
10. Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : Erm...mayb...
11. Most happy to hang out with : My hapy family...^^
12. If two of your friends are having conflicts : Try 2help them...Eg.:kp n kazat...^^
13. Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : Anywhr
14. What to do in Christmas : Shopin cz sure gt sales!!Perhaps,muz celebrate xmas oso de...wit a big fat turkey??
15. Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : My hapy family...
16. Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : Never tidy up my bed...
17. How many siblings do you have : 2sis n 2bro...jia yao...
18. Favourite song(Female) : Erm...Watever...
19. Favourite song(Male) : Watever...
20. Favourite Colour : Pink,green,blue,black,orange,red
21. Flush before using the toilets? : No...
22. Love me not? : jz cn say tat i hate rabit..owiz tryin 2kill teletubies...@@
23. Affectionate to guys or girls : Of cos is guys lor...
24. What do you want to shout out loudly : Secret...kekezz...
25. Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : Exactly no!!Scare ghost cm out...
26. Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : WC is toilet izit??
27. Who’s the bastard : bastard=bestest??^^
28. What’s the current affection : Being komkam...sms wit gege..haha!!
29. Ugly when asleep: I agree...~.~
30. Whats the time now : 10.09pm, after went dong qiao 2eat wit my hapy family...
31. Do you hate the person who tagged you : I said,i hate rabit who woiz tryin 2kill teletubies d!!blek...:P
32. Weight : Shhh...
33. Weather today : Im nt sure...cz im at hm nw...
34. Are you pregnant : No...cnt pregnant rite nw lar...stil bok bok cui...
35. What will you do if you win a lottery : Treat my frens n family
36. An activity that must be done while in the Uni-life : Dn wan bac whole9,wana taste hw it feels...Its time 4being RUBBISH...;)

Sunday, June 07, 2009

I love DONUTS!!

Yummy!yummy!!Its deliciousy!The left one is J.Co donuts n the right one is Krispy Kreme doughnuts...Well,the J.Co was bought from Pavillion while the Krispy Kreme was from Times Square...Walk here walk thr 2buy my luvly doghnuts...phew...bt satisfied max when bite on it!!kekezzz...Bt i prefer Krispy Kreme altot its sweeter than J.Co bt the doughnuts r so smooth n so yummy...Btw,J.Co oso nt bad...Its nt rely taste the same wit Krispy Kreme cz J.Co wil stick on ur teeth when u bite it...n its nt as smooth as Krispy Kreme...hehezzz...Bt stil delicious wit the chocolate n oreo flavour...n the Krispy Kreme doughnuts is perfect wit the hershey chocolate flavour n the original flavour taste vr nice either...Satisfied max!!

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Time for teletubies!!

A whole new day 4teletubies!!The sunbaby is smilling 2awake the teletubies!!Sunbaby A.K.A Ham Yi Shiuan(Ham Didi)......
A little tiny speaker is anouncing :"time 4teletubies!time 4teletubies!time 4teleltubies!"The narrator+speaker A.K.A Seow Kok How(Komkam stepson)......Its a monster vacuum who called Noo-Noo wit a trunk who owiz swept all the rubbish n foods on the floor...Vacuum A.K.A Choi Khai Jye(mama)......
Teletubies's pet or frens??Im nt vr sure abt tat...Wat i noe is tis is a rabbit which is owiz jump around in teletubies land...Hehezzz...Rabbit A.K.A Ng Chang Ren(gonggong)...... Its teletubies land!!The little house is teletubies's sweet home!!

Representing the lovely character TELETUBIES!! Its Tinky Winky wit his favourite handbag!!Tinky Winky A.K.A Chong Chun How(KP)...... Its Dipsy wit his favourite dalmations hat!!Dipsy A.K.A Soh Wai Seng(papa)...... Its Lala wit her favourite orange ball!!Lala A.K.A me!!So cute!! Its Po wit her favourite little scooter..."fai di,fai di"...Po A.K.A Irene Gan(luilui)..... Tinky Winky!Dipsy!Lala!Po!(Po)~Teletubies...teletubies!Say hello!!All 2gether :"ehlo!!"
Teletubies r havin their yummy yummy meal !! Teletubies r playin wit Noo-Noo...Say cheeseeeeeee!!
Let me tell u all ar,dn try 2kill teletubies ar cz V R BIGGER THAN HUMAN BEING!!saw it??kekezzz...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Exam!!

Phew...Finaly finish 1week dy...rely make me sick cz EXAM!!
Actly exam rely confusing me...B4 the exam is comin,i rely feel hate n stress...!Super anti-exam...Bt,when the exam is comin...i feel like the time past faster in skul cz each paper ady takes 3hours lar...when v look up 2the clock,its ady almost 11am!!Huhu!!
Sumtimes the time is nt even enuf...syok...^^
N then after tat,v cn go bac or go out 2havin breakfast dy n no nid 2stay in our skul canteen!!Yacccckkkkzzzz!!=.=
The most excited is after the mid year exam,v wil havin the skul holiday 4 2weeks err!!hehezzz...
Erm...Actly everytime i stdyin,i wil think how 2spend my holiday...goin sunway 4ice-skatin??or go kl 2shoppin?or jz slp n on9 at hm?
Haha!!damn hapy when think abt tat...Bt after tat,i wil hav no mood 2stdy dy...cnt concentrate max...T.T
Nx week wil hav the pp2 n makroekonomi dy...stress+nervous...@@~
Wish me gud luckk...god bless me...

Friday, May 01, 2009

Lucky max!!

Im gonna tel u all abt tis!!Its rely a big news...Hw lucky i m!!Huhu!!
Ytday9 i went 2eat kfc cz duno wat 2eat dy lor...Drive over 3rounds oni found the parkin...@@~
Then when i enter kf,saw many ppl Q-up...most of them r malay n indian oo...
Many of them take a coupon inside their hand,i think its free from petronas lar cz spend RM30 2fill oil wil gt a kfc coupon oo...hehezzz...Quite a nice promotion 2earn money ...hehezzz...
Ok,cm bac...=.=
Then i Q-up 4over 20mins...Its my turn!!So excited...Huhu!!
I had order a set of nasi ayam n snack plate lor...n tel her tat i wan dada ayam oni...hehezzz...
The climax is cmin...she gav me 3piece of fried chic oo...(snack plate jz hav 2fried chics oni mar)
Wow...Im so hapy,n keep actin like duno wat hapen n duno she make the wrong order lor..kekezz...
So nice...cn free a fried chic oo...^^Im rely lucky izint it?kekezzz...
Bt...The paid 4tis free fried chic is all me,my fren,his sis n his cousin lao sai after ate kfc...@@~

Monday, April 27, 2009

Speechless...T.T~

Wow...Finaly MUET exam is over dy lar...rely make me sick last weekk...@@~
Its tired+slpy when havin the test lar...Bt u c,keong stil hav mood 2capture tis n u c the reaction of guang yao who is standin behind me...haha!!

Btw,if i hav 2repeat the exam again,i think its balasan cz i nvr pay atettion on study..
Everyday jz maple maple til i crazy...keng gai oso maple,slp oso miss maple n even eatin oso thinkin abt maple...wat happen 2me...oh god!Guitly max......
Bt...the MUET exam is over..hehezzz...btw,the speakin test n mid year exam is comin!!wan me die meh...haizzz....
Luckily,my bday din crush wit the exam day...bt jye n gege does...hehezzz...poor INTERACT PRESIDENT n gegemax...wakakakaka!!
Anyway,v stil hav 2plan well cz hav 2k our studies n their bday wor..."i luv u,u luv me,v r hapy family..."...so,our planner nw is SENG!!Huhu!!Giv him a big chance 2show his talent...^^{i jz talkin nonsense lar...sumbody heal me...@@~}
Bt...When talkin abt bday hor...my frens rely suprising me...hehezzz...
The story begins...Its fri...i late 2tt dy cz hav 2take k my bro 1st,my mom went KL dy...
Then i rush 2tt...when i enter the tt room,kp's bag ady put on my chair...biasa lar...
Bt tis time his bag hav a mystery box...i tot its his rubbish or secret things from "chuk chuk chuk" lor...
Then i straight away open the box,saw sum boxes n i tot its rubbish...
Bt sudenly i saw my name wrttin on small little card...
Of cos i'll read it after saw my name rite...hehezzzzz...
Deng deng deng deng...Climax is comin...^^
Its a box wit a mickey mouse mp3...wow!!hw they noe i luv tis mp3 huh!!
Noway!!Its unbelievable...Bt then,keong said i told him b4 n he anounced 2everybody in class tat time oo...o.O...i almost 4gt dy...
They rely sweeeett!!hehezzz....I wont 4gt tis n the day i gt the present altot its 1weeks ltr ady...
Thx 2all my bestie...^^~{kerli,seow,irene,jason,ham,jye,seng,kp,hwa n of cos keong...}
U guys wil owiz in my mind n i rely apreciate it...T.T~

Doens't it looks awesome??hehezzz....
P/s : After u read tis,pls go 2my fren's blog --> Jye...Thr is sumthin abt
me wit max family...hehezzz...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

BBQ--->my bday+jason's bday

14th apr 2009 rely tired lar cz hav 2skul n then hav 2return 2skul again cz gt the drama meetin...
I oso duno y my name in the list d o..so weird...Bt they owiz like tat de oo,1or2 ppl agree,then tat mean all oso muz join dy...@@~duno wana laugh or cry...Haha!!
Bt ytday quite hapy oso lar altot its tiring me...Jye plan a bbq 2celebrate mine n jason's bday...
Altot tat day is nt my rite day cz im 16th apr d,bt nvm lar...cn celebrate all 2gether oso vr nice d oo..hehezz...
V make tis all 2gether de err...Vr tired+hot bt i enjoy it...hehezzz....
V bbq in jye's shop,the highest floor...hehezz..
Seng vr hardworkin..he sweep n clean the place all by himself...cz...he wan show sum power 2us...Wakakaka!!Gonggong owiz scold him sui zai pau mar...hehezz...si sang papa rely pity...haha!!
Bt the most funny+pity is her si sang lou po is UB..@@~shock max...
V rely hav fun las9 lar bt jye keep stomacache oo,no wonder he din stole our food lar...hehezzz...
Tat day i ate many chic wings oo..cz keong keep help us oo...so nice=gud ar...hehezz...
I bac at 12am tat day oo,long time din bac so late dy or...cz my mom said muz bac b4 11pm everytime i go out d err...
Quite hapy altot the reason i stay so late is 2clean up the place...hehezzz...
Li peng,hui teng,sin yee,mei yan,pei shan n shi mei buy a bday cake 4me n jason..
Its a fruits cake...hehezz...n hav a pair if bee on the cake,one 4me n ne 4jason de...
Bt the bees lost dy lar...haiz...sad max...
I shud nt put it in a tissue d cz it seems like rubbish..I think sum1 threw it dy lor..haiz...
Bt luckily thr's sum photos of the cake...hehezz...
I rely hapy tat day altot its vr hot...Bt i stil vr enjoy it...
Thx 4jye cz planin everythin 4us oo...If the planner is seng,i think no more bbq dy,jz cn eat ourselves oni..haha!!
I'll keep all tis as my sweet memories...all my frens...thx alot...^^I rely apreciate it...

Keep smilin guys...^^~

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Whr is the god...?

Haizz...a tough week...sick dy ytday...fever...@@~
Sumtimes cold n sumtimes hot de oo...make me suffer...T.T~
Bt im stil the lucky one cz seck ming stil layin in hosp nw...
I rely cnt believe tat tis kind of case wil happen 2my fren...
I tot he'll wake up vr soon de cz sum of my frens said he is gettin ok dy...Bt its nt true...
2day they went 2visit him...lp told me tat he mayb wil hard abit 2wake up dy cz slp 2long dy... Then our acc teacher suggest them n giv the tt key 2them...n ask them 2cal his spirit bac...cz he is goin 2tt tat time...
Haiz...its make me so sad...they keep sayin "seck ming,tt is finish dy lor,its time 2bac 2hosp..."
I curi curi wipe my tears when they din notice abt me...haiz...its rely nt fair...
The god is nt fair...Y all tis wil happen 2seck ming...he din done anythin wrong...its so unfair!!
Is the god jealous the talent he hav??No way!!
Hope the god wil bless seck ming owiz...dn make him suffer anymore...
Dn treat him like tat dy......

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Skul day...

2day is 2day,tml is tml,ytday is ytday...@@~
Everyday go 2skul jz ply,eat,slp n talk...haha!!Wats the meaning of skul??
The oni scary n seriuos hour in skul is Morgan's period!!Cz he'll ask ques n wan us 2speak infront de...T.T~
Bt he is vr funny oso cz his head wil goyang goyang when he talk de...haha!!
I bring hp 2skul 2day n take sum silly photo wit keong when tomato's period...

Rely funny rite??haha!!Luckily tomato din saw us do such things...@@~

Monday, April 06, 2009

How to say wit taxi driver..??

Driver : Nak ke mana cik?

Penumpang : Saya nak ke bandar Sunway.Dekat jer,rumah saya kat Jalan Puki Mak U Lah...

Driver : Cik,kita ni orang Melayu,tak boleh ke guna bahasa yang lebih sopan?

Penumpang : Nak sopan macam mana lagi bang?Dah memang macam tu nama jalannya...

Driver : #$%@$*

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Hapy?Sad??Blur???

Haiz...jz feelin better 2day...cough + nose running + headache on fri ar...
Cnt slp well whole9...@@~pity me...Sumtimes feel vr cold n sumtimes vr hot...make me blur...
Bt its ok nw dy,jz cough n noce running oni lar...hehezzz...
I hav a bad news...my classmate-seik ming enter hosp dy...Its ICU...serious prob...
Cnt imagine wat happen 2him...i heard he is stabile nw dy bt stil coma nw...
Morning jz saw him at skul de...I heard tat he is in an accident when he's goin 2tt...
No wonder v din saw him when tt lar,tot he went bac 2kg dy cz qing ming...
I'll go visit him ltr...Bt i heard keong said tat li peng,ub,sin yee n hui teng eyes oso red red d after saw seik ming oo...T.T~I scare i'll oso...@@~Haizz...rely cnt imagine...
Oh yes...I rmb 1more thing!!Its fri,the xiao seng suddenly suggest 2plan bbq...
Then he said wan go pasar mlm buy bbq things oo...@@~
V keep bisik-bisik when techer techin infront,then whenever jye n irene asked a ques,the teacher sure wil "sai"us n said jz nw din concentrate lar...
Haha!!Make us so scare n nt dare 2asked dy when v hav ques..@@~
Then finally jye suggest 2eat steamboat in 163...Ok,deal!!^^
Kekezzz...Rely funny...

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Skul days...

Tis 2days jz keep helpin in the hall...like im the contestant of mendeklamasi sajak...@@
Bt the real reason is i dn wan stay in skul lar...hehezzz...so i hide in hall lor...
Scare of Morgan dy lar,he so scary...ask one by one oo...~.~moreover i din study lar...
Hope everytime cn escape from his ques when his period...god bless me...@@
Bt 2day i met my primary skul tt teacher oo...long time din saw him dy...
Stil like tat,stil available n stil...vr funny...hehezzz...
So fast oo...abt 6years over dy lar...@@~old dy lor...Nx year 20 dy lar...NO WAY!!T.T~
Ytday,jye suggested 2jogging in the evening...actly im nt vr wanted 2go de...
Bt if they go,then i'll follow de...Bt...seng ffk...Wakakakaka!!
Duno wana thx him or angry him...kekezzz...
Then finaly i no nid 2go dy lor bt jye vr unhapy abt tis err...
Anyway,jz awhile oni cz the nx day he stil treat seng like his real lao po...@@~man...
Quite childish hor...haha!!Bt actly go joggong wit them oso vr fun de...
The point is nt jogging...its takin photo...Haha!!
Tml hav 2study in class like usual dy lar...sienzzzz....no freedom langsung de..=.=
When my life bcm more colorful...?

After the competition... Me n jye...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Phew...Pass a week dy..So fast lar...
Ytday jz went 2KL wit my mom n mc...Vr nice n hpay bt vr tired oso...@@
9am woke up dy cz my mom hav a insurance course,muz reach the office ab4 9am...
Make me so slpy + tired bt luckily gt mc accompany me...Hehezzz...
I ponteng 2classses of tt dy bcoz of tis...@@
Tis week jz went 2skul 2ply n talk oni...
Mayb bcoz celebrated irene bday n owiz hav speech bt i ponteng gua...hehezzz...
Bt almost whole day no teacher enter our class de...
Haizz...Make me vr lazy 2study dy lar yorrr...
The conclusion is...I ponteng on fri 2go jogging in tasik chatin lor...
Bt wit my classsssmatessss...@@~
My mom scolded me,dn wan study bt go jogging...so silly..~.~
I tot it'll vr boring bt actly its rely fun cz our point is take photos!!Haha!!
V spent a lot of time by takin photo thr n i keep bitten by those stupid mosquite!Duno gt denggi ont de err...@@
Bt keong rely dunny de lar...He pointing Shhh n say she is UB oo...Oh god...
N finally,Shhh noe tat she is UB dy lor...Wat a nice name lar,bt v hav 2change nw dy lor...
Then gt acc tt at noon n the KP show us a super funny + silly pic!!Haha!!Its seng!!Wakakakaka!!

p/s : UB = Ugly Betty = Utg bsh = Shhh = Seng's gal = Jye's enermy...its confusing...@@

Sunday, March 22, 2009

小小心理測驗...

下面一組簡單的問題,請你認真做完,答案就在你心中...
1. 寫下一個異性的名字
2. 你最喜歡的顔色是紅色,黑色,藍色,綠色,還是黃色?
3. 你英文名字的第一個字母? `
4. 你的生日是幾月?
5. 黑色和白色,你更喜歡哪個?
6. 寫下一個同性的名字
7. 你最喜歡的數字?
8. 你喜歡美國的加利福尼亞州(california) or 福羅裏達州(florida)?
9. 你最喜歡湖還是海洋?

..解答..
1. 你深深的愛着這個人

2. 如果你選擇:
紅色:你是很警戒的人,你的一生中充滿了愛
黑色:你很保守,但很自負
綠色:你的靈魂很散懶,而且你是個比較放松的人
藍色:你是個八爪魚,同時愛很多人,而且你喜歡你的愛人的吻和愛
黃色:你是個快樂人,而且你給失落的人很好的建議

3. 如果你的你英文名字的第一個字母是:
a-k 你有的一生中會很多愛和友情
l-r 你總是想歡享你的生命,你的愛情生活馬上就要開放
s-z 你喜歡幫助他人,而且你的未來的愛情生活充滿希望

4. 如果你生在:
一月到三月:今年你會很走運,而且你會發現你會以外的愛上一個人
四月到六月:你會有個很強的愛情,這段感情不會很長,但那美好的回憶會讓你永生不忘
七月到九月:你會有個很快樂的一年且會經曆一個在你一生中好的,很大的改變
十月到十二月:你的愛情不會很好,但最終你會找到你一生的伴侶

5. 如果你選擇了:
黑色:你的生命将會改變方向,當時看起來似乎很難,但之後你會覺得這個改變是你一生中最好
的东西
白色:你有個朋友很信任你,願意爲你做任何事情,但你可能不知道這一點

6. 他是你最好的朋友

7. 這是你一生中會有的貼心朋友的數目

8. 如果你選了:
加利福尼亞州(california) :你喜歡冒險
福羅裏達州(florida):你是個懶散的人

9. 如果你選了:
湖:你對你的朋友和愛人很忠誠,且你是個保守的人
海洋:你是個八爪魚,同時愛很多人,且你想讓你愛的人快樂

Somebody save me..T.T

Ohno!Im goin 2die tis time...I nt finish my PP1 yet!
2day oni i rmb it,tml Morgan wana ask ar...I sure kena marah dy...@@
Whose gonna save me huh...Hope Morgan wont ask me tml...skip me pls...T.T
Btw,Morgan better absent tml..may god bless me + guan yin ma bo bi...
Skul reopen tml lar,hate tat...Make me no mood + unhapy + sad...
Izit my prob or wat leh...Haizz...
Nx week mayb wil goin 2KL on sat cz wana accompany my mom...n i wana buy thing oso..kekezz...
Bt after nx week leh??MUET is coming n the mid-year exam oso!!So near...shit lor...
One word cn decribe oni "wtf"...All tis make me so stress...
Hope tis year pass fater lar,i wan freedom!!I dn wana b a "cinderella" anymore!!
Owiz hav 2bac b4 11pm de,so boring n lame...
I wan freedom nw!!!Phew~

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Do u think u r in luv?

When we are in love the world looks different. Everything looks good. We look at the world differently then those who are not in love. We love everything. The flowers smell better, the food tastes better, and the nature looks benevolent. How about our body? What kind of changes does love bring in our body?
The hearty is considered center of love. Every poet who has written on love talks of heart. I do not know if heart has anything to do with love- at least no medical professional will agree to that. For them the heart is only a pumping machine for blood. But for lovers heart becomes the center.
If you are in love, have you observed your heart beats? Do they not increase when you think of your lover? Does your heart not beat much faster when you are waiting to meet them? How about the heart beats when you are with them. The heart seems to beat much faster at that time, isn’t it? That is why poets write so much about heart.
That is why all Valentine decorations are heart shaped. the heart goes berserk when you are in love. It is as if it has forgotten about its pumping function and got busier expressing love. A look at the picture of your lover makes the heart beat faster. A touch, smell of their body, their voice, all can accelerate the heart. I do not know if any body has done any research about why heart behaves like this. Do emotions come from heart? Must be so otherwise whythe heart acts funny when we are in love?
Our walks become slower, we begin speaking in low voice, begin listening to slow love tunes, we begin caring more about our appearance and we become gentle with everyone around us. Why all this- because we are in love. Truly, being in love is a great feeling.

愛一個人時...

當有個人愛上你,而你也覺得他不錯。那並不代表你會選擇他。
你說:『你要找一個妳很愛很愛的人,你才會談戀愛。』
但是當對方問你:『怎樣才算是很愛很愛?』的時候,
你卻無法回答他,因為你自己也不知道。
沒錯,我們總是以為,我們會找到一個自己很愛很愛的人。
可是後來,當我們驀然回首,我們才會發覺自己曾經多麼天真。
假如從來沒有開始,你怎麼知道自己會不會很愛很愛那個人呢?
其實,很愛很愛的感覺,是要在一起經歷了許多事情之後才會發現的
或許~每個人都希望能夠找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侶,但是妳有沒有想過,
在你身邊會不會早已經有人默默對妳付出很久了,祇是妳沒發覺而已呢?
所以還是仔細看看身邊的人吧!他或許已經等你很久嘍!

有人說:喝酒的時候,六分醉的微醺感是最舒服的。肌肉可以得到鬆弛,
眼中看到的一切都是可愛的,如果你還繼續喝,很可能隔天你會頭疼欲裂,
全身不舒服,完全喪失了喝酒的樂趣。吃飯的時候,七分飽的滿足感是最舒服的。
口中還留著食物的香味,再加上飯後甜點、水果,保持身材和身體健康絕對足夠。
如果你還繼續吃,很可能會腸胃不適、吃太飽想睡覺,完全喪失了吃飯的樂趣。

當你愛一個人的時候,愛到八分絕對剛剛好。
所有的期待和希望都祇有七八分﹔剩下兩三分用來愛自己。
如果你還繼續愛得更多,很可能會給對方沉重的壓力,
讓彼此喘不過氣來,完全喪失了愛情的樂趣。
所以請記住,喝酒不要超過六分醉,吃飯不要超過七分飽,愛一個人不要超過八分喔。

那天朋友問我:到底該怎麼做才算是愛一個人呢?
我笑著跟他說:其實每個人的愛情觀都不一樣,
說對了叫開導,但就怕說錯反倒變成誤導那就糟糕了!
如果你也正在為愛迷惘,或許下面這段話可以給你一些啟示:
愛一個人!
要了解,也要開解;要道歉,也要道謝;
要認錯,也要改錯;要體貼,也要體諒。
是接受,而不是忍受;是寬容,而不是縱容;
是支持,而不是支配;是慰問,而不是質問;
是傾訴,而不是控訴;是難忘,而不是遺忘;
是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代 ;是為對方默默祈求,而不是向對方諸多要求
可以浪漫,但不要浪費;可以隨時牽手,但不要隨便分手。
如果你都做到了,即使你不再愛一個人,也祇有懷念,而不會懷恨...

Monday, March 16, 2009

Tired+Boring

Haizz...mc bac dy finaly..@@
So boring...Last week rely is a hapy week cz he almost spent whole day wit me...
Last week in MSSD,i jz gt 3rd place...so pity n unlucky...
Lose 2kuala krau oo...haizz...almost win dy bt our team dn hav gud stamina...
tat day ply 3games oo...so tired n suffer...After tat,i cn feel my muscles vr pain...@@
Long time din sports dy lar...2years din ply volleybal dy...no stamina dy lor...
Anyway,the most funny is my biasiswa teacher...she seems like more nervous than us when v plyin wit kuala krau...(my sis told me de)haha!!
She hold my hand oso,like im rely fren wit her wor...Yacccckkk!!
Bt i stil wont 4gt hw she treat us when v go 2take the biasiswa money de...Blek...
Holiday rely boring...mc bac 2skul dy n he cnt accompany me 2go here go thr lar...
Tis morning,bear bear kacau me by wake me up oo...phew!!
He said he is goin 2kl oo...jealous+envy...i wan follow!!
Bt i 28th oni go kl oo...hav 2ponteng tt dy lor...waste money dy lor...aiyo~TT

Thursday, March 05, 2009

My memory...

Many ppl nvr appreciate wat they havin..Once it fly away,they oni realised...
Its sad n regretful har...same as me...I nvr appreciate wat i hav...
Being a teens feel rely great...No nid 2worry 2much n no nid 2think 2much...jz do it,thr is ntg 2worry abt...!!
Bt nw,i jz cn remind my past...
I rmb abt 3years ago...Im 16...I stil vr stupid,nt rely understand wat is gud n bad...
I rmb tat year the most bcoz its 2many things hapen...
1st time dating wit a samseng...altot jz 3weeks over oni...@@~
1st time i bluff my parents 2go out wit him...
I stil rmb...its mac...I 4gt whr he gt my num dy...I dn rmb hw he court me dy...
When others heard his name,they sure said he is nt a gud guy,vr like 2quarrel wit ppl n more n more n more...
Bt i duno y...I vr curious abt his life...I wana find out everythin abt him...
I owiz asked him 2bring me go when he went 2quarrel...cz i wana noe...
Bt i stil haven seen it til nw...
I dn believe wat others said cz he treated me rely well...I cn feel it...
He nvr do sumthing 2hurt me or make me sad...
Bt i rely duno...cz mayb i jz b wit him 3weeks over oni gua...
Bt i feel sry 2him..cz i rmb gt 1time,i bluff him tat im bz 4doin other stuff...
Actly i went out wit my dad's worker n goin ply dy...by riding his motorbike...
I think he stil duno the truth til nw...Im a bad bad gal...
Bt i think im nt rely luv him...i jz curious...its rely funy...
Mayb the others wil think im a stupid gal or i change dy...Bt im rely nt...Im stil me...
Bt my parents noe abt us at last...Then after abt a weeks,v break up in the end...by phone...
I wont 4gt tat9...he called 2my hm n asked whether i rely hate him ont...I ans "yes"...
I cn feel his disappointed altot he is nt in front of me...
I nvr saw him dy after tat..until tat day...haizz...
Anyway,i stil believe wat i think abt him nw..i believe he hav a kind heart d...
He jz like 2fight n quarrel wit other ppl cz he like 2win...he is kind of...hate 2lose...
Its jz cn b a part of my memory nw...altot im nt rely like tis relationship...Bt i wil choose 2keep it in my memories...it stil beautiful...
Bt the most important is...i wana thx 2my parents...
Cz if without them tryin 2break me up wit the guy,i think i oso bcm the same like him dy...@@~

Monday, March 02, 2009

Whr is my lucky angel??

Ohno!Tml exam dy!!I tot 4th mac oni start 2exam oo...so kik!!Damn it!
Im gonna die dy...no mood study...@@~
So wat??Erm...mayb i should take it as a normal exam n thr's ntg 2wory abt de...
Actly i learnt sumthin in form6 nw...
I bcm open-minded dy...i cn control my feelin dy...hehezz...
Bt its nt helpin me so much abt studies....
Sad n confusing...
Who cn solve my problems...??
The parlimen's trip delay dy...@@~
I cn ply in volleyball match dy...Duno its gud or bad...
Btw,the most important thing is i wish i cn go 2hav a nice holiday nx weekkkk!!Wakakaka!!
I wana go shopin,ply,drinks,eat!!n much much more!!
Huhu!!So excited!So hapy!So interesting!!
Wish me gud luck in exam...
May the god bless me owiz..^^

玻璃杯中的眼泪...

回忆中最刺痛的,
往往不是失去的,
而是该珍惜的,
恍然时已来不及了!!
天空是来收集眼泪的...
当杯子满的时候,
把悲伤倒掉,
让你流泪的事情就会消失...
是不是先说在再见的人就会先赢呢?...
只是想说~
遗憾,
总是在我们忘了掌心上的温度是谁给予时发生的...
当玻璃杯不能被眼泪积满时,
这代表着伤心的事,
绝对不是自己想象中的那样严重,
所以眼泪才不能集满一个杯子,
天空要带走的是重重的悲伤,
是玻璃杯中的悲伤,你的悲伤太轻微,
杯子都集不满,
就不算什么啦!

这些话是曾经有一个人对我说的...
可是他骗了我...
当玻璃杯盛满眼泪的时候,
我的悲伤并没有随着消失...
是他把我带到一个美丽的童话的...
可是先离开的却是他.....

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Love is...?

在痴心绝对之后,就是绝对的痴心;
男人最后的疼爱是手放开...

在爱情结束的分叉点上,
选择给予对方最后一次的疼爱,
那就是手放开...
让自己安静地疗伤,
给对方海阔天空,
不能给对方未来,
至少还给他现在...

痴心是什么?
是爱一个人不求回报,
还是爱一个人不择手段?...

在爱情里伤得最重的,
往往是最痴心的人;
或许我们一辈子都不会了解,
为什么勇敢去爱了,
最后只有眼泪会同情自己...

用痴心绝对唤醒了每个人对痴心的记忆,
在一片尔欺我诈的爱情游戏中,
有人开始懂得默默守候所爱的人了吗?...

但是,
当痴心再怎么绝对也挽不回爱人要走的心时,
你会选择让对方自由,
还是继续死缠烂打伤害对方呢?

要记得,
爱情的出发点是美好的...
两个人互相为对方着想,
包容对方的一切.......

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

running 4freedom!!

Huhu!!Vr hapy cz tml no nid 2skul!!kekezzz...
Bt nt skul holiday,is my personal holiday...^^
Waste my time 2day cz no teacher enter my class,even morgan oso...@@
Nx week exam dy oo...Stil worry abt whether wana lazy o hardworkin...haizz...
Bt after exam,im 100% free dy cz i hav holiday n mc oso hav 1week holiday oo...wakakaka!!
I muz go here go thr 2buy sumthin i like n most important is all the yummy food!!^^
So excited...hehezzz..
Bt i stil hav many months 2go...Hope wil stpm over faster abit cz i wana b a big big gal!!kekezzz...
Im lookin 4the life i wan...^^= freedom + hapy + no skul

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

No mood...

Skul day = slpy day...
Go eat wit irene n ei veen after skul...Chic rice...
Bt i saw him...So sudden...2years dy...!st time saw him again...
I dn dare 2smile or face c him even...So silly...Haizz...
Last9,mc said tat he wont bac tis week...quite disappointed n sad lar...
He is goin 2work as celcom promoter 4 2days...wit tat gal...
Rely no mood bt i hav 2accept...altot he asked me whether i'll unhapy or dn like ont...
Bt im nt dare 2tel him cz i dn wan he disappointed...n feel tat i dn understand him...
Altot tat gal ady hav bf...bt i stil hav abit...erm...duno lar...
His bf same skul wit me bt i din noe him much...
2day when i saw him,i straight away think abt mc is goin 2work wit her gf tis week dy...
I duno im 2childish..Im nt sure wat im thinkin nw is normal ont...
He gt explain 2me tat he nt vr like her...
Bt last week when he bac,he told me tat she asked her ply dota at9 in cc oo...
Bt his bf oso follow lar...Haiz...Watever lar,mayb im 2sensitiv dy lar...
Suddenly feel tat luv cn make ppl lost...Am i lost myself dy?I duno...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Long time no post...@@

Wah...Long time din post my blog dy oo...
Abt 1year over i think...Hehezzz...Luckily stil haven 4gt my old p.w oo...
Many frens join tis dy lor...Mayb bcm popular dy gua...
Actly i jz wana curi photo from my fren here lar...hehezzz...
Then i update my blog oso lor...cz login dy mar...
I jz remind tat many things i done b4,i almost 4gt all dy oo...
Such as spaces,blog,meetoto,skype n alot more lar...mayb sienzzz dy gua...
Unless frenster lar...hehezzz...Im nt "love new,hate old" de lar...^^
Exam vr near dy oo...no mood 2study langsung lar...
jz thinkin whr im gonna ply after tis year...so sad...
My parents keep "buzzzing" evrytime i went out...
Wats the real meaning of my life?Whr is my freedom??Or i dn hav choices 2pick wat i like???
So confusing n disappointing me lar...When my 21st year old wil cm...?
Tml skul again lar...Ntg special everyday...Jz hate 2wake up early...
Make me vomit n stomachache de...useless...
The oni hapy nw is slp on my lovely n comfortable bed...^^Tats all enuf...